I need a good cry!
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I need a good cry!


I just saw the gastrointestinal Dr. who will do the bile duct procedure, but before he can do it there are a number of issues to be addressed.  Dang, I'm probably in worse shape than I thought.  The one good thing to come out of the visit was that he said they would definitely be knocking me out for the procedure.  I would have refused it otherwise - had already made up my mind.  There are some things I just can't do at this point in my life.

I guess he has to get the go-ahead from the vascular surgeon, a cardiologist, and who knows what else.  I explained that I have to be ready to travel by mid-August because I won't break a promise made to a 4 year old.  After that trip to NY I can die in peace.

So I have possible blood clots, aneurisms, bad heart, and other bad stuff to deal with.  I had made up my mind to just forget all about those things but they just won't let me forget.  And tomorrow I have a scan of my carotid artery scheduled.

I wonder if I'm just too old to live, but I sort of think I'm too young to die.  I need some good excitement in my life, although I really don't expect to meet him at this stage of the game!

I'd better get busy and come up with a plan to deep clean my house.  Don't want anyone saying "she sure was a lousy housekeeper".

About an hour later:
Ok, the pity part is over and I feel great!    




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